gloomy clouds
swirling around my soul
embracing me
I am loosing myself
like I once lost myself
in you
but now
I am loosing myself
in darkness
an invitation for a dance
the last one
I roam
in the forests
of my imagination
on a quest
to find
what can’t be found
I wander
through the woods
of my troubled soul
on a quest
to experience
what can’t be experienced
never sitting down
always moving on
I am a wanderer
once more
I am balanced
on the edge
afraid
to take the jump
but
praying
I will
this time
will I
find the courage
to hold on
and
let go
at the same time
will I
be able
to survive
with his
and
without your
smile
once more
I am balanced
on the edge
afraid
to take the jump
but
praying
I will
this time
How can I let my heart run free
in a world full of hatred?
How can I let my heart run free
when no matter where you look
you see war and anger and pain?
How can I let my heart run free
when there is no place that is safe?
How can I let my heart run free?
I once was
a child
pure of heart
an innocent girl
believing
in the world
and the people
But then
I opened my eyes
my heart and my soul
and started
crying
bloody tears
for all the pain
that people cause
for hurting people
Are we still
humans?
Or have we become
inhuman?
We fight
hurt
bleed
leave to die
We have become
hatred
While we should be
LOVE
I have lost her
Can you find her?
She must be around
somewhere
but for now
she’s gone
Hiding
from the
depression
that is pushing
her away
I have lost her
…
my smile
So hard
for me
to teach
myself
to let go
of all
the pain
you caused
So hard
for me
to teach
myself
to let go
of all
the hurt
you left inside
So hard
for me
to teach
myself
to let go
because
it’s all
I have
left
